just don't feel like doing anything for a while. stumbled across my blog, felt like updating and here i am.

things are happening everyday, new experiences increasing with time. too many stories to fit into one miserable blog. u have to proceed to stories of my life if u want to know.

yes or no is just a choice. they're both painful if i answer. so what's the point of telling? u can interpret it your way, i just don't feel like bothering for a moment.

business law is effing !@$@#@#$ boring! sue, sue, sue and rights, rights AND rights. double eu tee eff?

how pathetic when u feel sleepy, then u go lie on your lovely comforting bed, thinking that u can sway into dreams, BUT, u start thinking of so many stuffs? i can think of stuffs for hours, yea hours. is this what we call insomnia?

i think u have just wasted 5 minutes of your life by reading this little thoughts of mine, crap.

ok it has been some time since i last updated. im recently busy with, idk what?

started uni life again on tuesday and im a bit scared? the modules seems hard o_O after my first lecture, me and suriamas gang went to celebrity fitness and signed up for the 2 weeks trial then we did some workout and i got so exhausted, muscles ache. i guess the best thing i ever done is going to a club at night on the first day of uni, yes i went clubbing with a sean, sinkiat, nic and bryan after my workout lol.

and on thursday i watched charlie st cloud. it's a good movie! at least for me it is. i don't know how to describe the movie. it's not really touching, but it is just nice in a way :)

yesterday i went for workout again and then futsal at night. then yamcha and had a good chit chat session with yeejin, sinkiat and edwyn till something spoils my mood sighh went back to bathe and then chatted with donkey and i think it helps? thanks donkey! ps im not lou tou stop saying me that :p

slept at 7am and woke about 330pm then ate and online then continued sleeping? hahaha can't blame me cause im preparing for later! im going to be a volunteer at an event called nike city 10k marathon :) *excited* im gonna get some allowance and a nike crew tee! woohoo the event will be held from 4am to 11am and i need to be there by 12am and then doing some knowing people session xD

till then, i shall update again soon.
monkeymagic.

only time has the rights to erase any of those bittersweet memories.

u can only keep creating and creating,

making it better, make it best.

ctrl+z may not be available in life,

u can't go back to mend the mistake u made,

but u can always bear the mistake in your mind,

and set a reminder not to repeat the same one again.

no one can start a new beginning,

but anyone can make a new ending.

anything that is worth having,

is sure enough worth fighting for,

quiting out of question,

when it gets tough,

tough gets going,

gotta fight more.

have you, ever, tried, working 1 week, everyday, from 9am to 10pm ? 9am to 10pm is like, 13 hours? 13 x 7 = 91 hours spent working in a week o_O not to mention, i haven't calculate the time i took to travel and prepare for work and getting home. i only sleep like 5 hours everyday fyi.

well, today there was this group of customers, mum and 2 daughters, a rather rich one. they are heading to london as i heard their conversation so yeah, they came in and bought 6 pieces of dresses and blouses. promoters brought them to my cashier till and then the mum wanted a free belt!! she insisted on having it and what u think i am? the ceo? obviously i can't simply give u free zzz then she started bullshitting that the belt she can get from bangkok for only rm10 like i care? i said cannot and the funny part is whenever i say cannot, she will say CAN. lol reminds me of small kids so stubborn. bodoh. :)

i want to go broga hills :(

what goes around comes around, i believe!

time to sleep! good night ~
monkeymagic

idk what am i doing here cause i should be sleeping by now? i worked from 9am to 10pm for 4 days already and i have to like wake at 640 later? i'm really tired.

it's gonna be an emo post. my not so close friend just passed away in an accident. sighh i can't believe when i hear this news. at 1 moment, i really hope this was a prank but it's so not cause the funeral has been going on. i don't even have a chance to like, last speak to him? i just don't know how to describe this feeling. he had been a good friend to me. in fact, he's a really nice person. rip. :(

i worked and i gained a lot of experiences including seeing someone's personality. no matter how good u are, how much u helped others, some just don't see what have u done. why are u so selfish?

and i don't like the feeling of being sandwiched! men's and ladies' department's managers were like cats and dogs. well, fine, go ahead if u don't like each other but please don't bring me in your argument. sighh

i met this uncle in his 50s in train and so coincidently, we both stayed in the same area so we chatted a bit and this is where i suddenly felt guilty? or whatever this feeling is. simplified, here goes, he asked me where am i studying and i replied taylors. he told me very good, his daughter studied in tarc and didn't graduate. i don't need to say anything more, i'm speechless. i saw him work at robinsons and his job isn't easy. he did so much to support his daughter to see her graduate but this is how he got disappointed by her? but i'm literally amazed that he can accept it, minus the fact that his facial expression at that moment was priceless.

i need to hibernate.
good night world.
monkeymagic.

i realized as we grew elder, people get more random = =

it is now 2 consecutive nights friends had been randomly calling me out for a drink when i actually have to get up at 6.45am the next day o_O but well, i don't mind being tired the next day just to hang out with my friends today :)

and, there's this indonesian friend of mine, she came to visit malaysia a few days before flying off with my friend to hong kong in the same flight tomorrow, we tried to give her a good image of malaysia in this short period. but, it's like everything we did, actually a whole lot, just spoiler her good image of malaysia when she went to vincci and when she came out, she realized her bag was cut and her blackberry was missing. that's damn sad. so to whoever's reading this, careful with your personal belongings!

i kind of enjoying my life right now, i'm happy at my workplace, people had been really nice. i'm happy with outings, friends are really outgoing and that's so cool! happy knowing new people and it just felt like i don't need to take another day to know them closer. hmm yeah i'm sort of satisfied with this simple life :)

don't stop believing - journey ♥

okays time to sleep, i need to learn to have my 8 hours sleep everyday. but tomorrow i gotta wake at 6.45 so for today, no 8 hours sleep, PHAIL.

good night!

omgwtfbbq we should have more of these. this is an awesome possum feeling even though i'm having lack of sleep! woke up at 9+ in the morning yesterday, friend will be fetching me and we headed for movie. watched grown ups omg it's a freakingfivestarmovie for me holy mama i laughed like entirely the whole movie? heard phua chu kang wasn't that good and vampire sucks, suck. step up 3 got a good feedback though. but still grown ups ftw lar!

makan, walk a while and headed to my friend's house to set up for bbq later on. played winning eleven cause it was raining, damn i felt i'm damn good in this game HAHA

knew few new friends throughout the bbq and they are awesome! i didn't eat much though cause most of the foods i made is like all black? zzz thanks to whoever that made me food xD

someone suggested booze and well, my friend somehow got a 43% i forgot it's a whisky or liquor, and there we go. it's a big bottle, yeah seriously BIG. this is like the first time i threw up drinking alcohol, itfeelssoshit. light headed, tipsy, drowsy, what else?

6 of us overnight at owner's room. and guess what, i had a HARD time sleeping cause my friend snored really, really, LIKE REALLY LOUD. i'm like fml tomorrow i still gotta work zzz before that was even better, everyone was sort of hyper, so my friend decided to on music to make everyone sleeps. but these few girls = = they sang along hahaha it's really annoying but i realized at least it's better than you constantly hear snoring!!! there's another friend of mine whom couldn't sleep cause of the snoring, he got angry and guess what, he threw a pillow straight at my friend's face HAHAHAHAHA

slept for about 3 hours and went back home to prepare for work, gosh i'm damn blur the whole day but luckily the cashier i managed didn't short of cash in the end of the day. instead, it got rm4 more HAHAHA i don't know which pitiful customer i didn't return his/her change LOL

today i realized something, i didn't know that flies' shits turn out into worms ewww never eat any food that a fly has touched before !

till then, i think that's all for now cause i need my sleep :)

cheers, friends forever.

yours truly,
mr. sleepy

drooools my off day tomorrow! but i'm not resting cause i'l be going for movie with friends in the morning and bbq farewell party at night rawrrr well, will be tired but it's worth it spending time with friends :) for me, friends played a big role in my life including shaping who i am now, changing from worse to bad, bad to good. no matter what, how far are we separated, we are still friends and even if we didn't keep in touch, you are always in my mind :)

how many tomorrow we got? some might have thousands, millions. but some might be having the last one today, tomorrow? i might crash in an accident tomorrow, who knows? i realized that life is that fragile that you might be gone anytime. so it's just best to live today happily and make it meaningful. it's not about how the day make you, but it's how you made your day!

working did make me know myself more. just like today, when i'm handling the new stocks that just arrived, such as tagging the price tag to the clothes, separating according to types, tying them up and listing them, i felt that i don't like when many people are trying to help on just doing 1 thing. it's like, no allocation? productivity also decreases. eh shit, out of topic. well, i just felt i couldn't concentrate and give my 100% on doing it. :)

it's been quite some time since i speed. oh i didn't mean to speed but i just hate when car flashes at me = = and someone told me this before, just drive as how you are, as long as you feel it's safe. if you're used to speeding, driving slow could kill you. quite true?

i ♥ pisang goreng

why do i keep thinking of her all the time? stop me!

going to bathe so i'm gonna end my mumbo jumbo here. if you are still reading, thanks for reading my random topics xD buh byeeee

monkeymagic

one of the worst morning cause i felt damn hard to get myself out of bed as i felt so darn sleepy, i only slept 4 hours, can't blame me! lied down on bed for quite some time last night cause i CAN'T SLEEP gg i told myself i won't oversleep anymore = =

went to work as usual but i didn't sleep in the train. u know why? cause the other day, i fell asleep in the train and i went beyond midvalley = = sigh

today, i was quite annoyed when i needed help but my colleagues weren't helpful. hey, i helped you guys when you needed me but couldn't you do a little favor in return? i didn't ask you to do some hardcore stuffs, and the reason you gave was pretty unreasonable zzz

well, what's over is over. keep it within yourself and everyone will be happy :)

it's not your fault that you are born poor but it is when you die poor.

by,
mr shawty

=______=

haven't update my blog for a long time. that's so sad lol had been working, working, outing and WORKING.

but the main reason i'm updating my blog is because i can't sleep = = i slept at 2 the night before and guess what, i woke at 5.30 in the evening the next day!! this is the consequence of WORKING. =_____= it's like, i've been sleeping for almost 16 hours omg fml.

now i'm like stoning in front of my pc, hoping that i will start to feel sleepy = = start yawning pleaseeeee lol or should i read history?

looking forward for outingssss :) oh yes another outing with donkey before she leaves!! friends, call me out cuz i feel so lifeless = = wake up, travel to work, work, and work, and work, off work, back home, sleep. and it's like encore the next day *faint*

i think i'm a shopaholic.

ohya i want to watch phua chu kang, grown ups and vampire sucks. anyone? lol

steamboat was fun. i want badminton, tennis and swimming! just wait till my cute tattoo heals up rawrrr the 'not so fun' part was when i need to pay rm10 for the parking but why karhoe don't need?! face problem? *smack my face*

okay i'm gonna lie down on my adorable bed till i get to sleep >.>

yours truly,
monkeymagic

i am over it :) it might be her, i hope it is.

i just do not have the guts, yet.

i just ♥ emo songs.

today, i ♥ you more than yesterday but less than tomorrow :)

lalala

i guess it had been quite some time since i last updated so here i am after 1 tiring day. yeah. i will be working later after 3 days of off days. fun! futsal twice, movies,a levels gathering and so. i guess steamboat and genting coming up soon. rawrrr

ohhhhhh my gosh i'm so in love, i found you finally, you make me want to say~

i didn't know you were such a biatch, FYL.

which is the priority? i'm thinking twice, thrice? hmmm.

i want a tattoo.

happy, that's what you think.

hey, stop asking me what happen. i couldn't answer, f y. it's a freaking awkward to ask me.

i consider myself lucky to have good friends around me. cheers

you don't believe in forever? fyl.

bbb

what is L-O-V-E?

if having feeling couldn't be together?

then nothing is wrong by being together without feeling.

iwntittm.

idkwhtm

some things are meant to stay in your memories? trying to forget someone you love is harder than trying to remember someone you never knew.

trying to avoid thinking is a fail. trying to forget is suffering. not trying is killing me inside.

i wish . ..... ..... .. .... ... ....... ... ....
i made many wishes but i just hope this one wish would come true.

sometimes people just cared a little too much, i called it love.

someone told me smile because it happened. i'm hoping for perfections perfected.

past, present or future?

whatever you thought. if you said so.

there will be a point in your life where you realize who matters, who never did, who won't anymore and who always will.

my mind tells me to give up, but my heart says no. i decided to trust my heart.

it's not the kind of place, but i'm thinking of you. always have, always will.

whtbdwc

i was chased by a restless shadow. what i do not want to see had happened. in a way that i wouldn't forget for the rest of my life? exaggeration? that's what you think. this feeling is really strange. you gave me a feeling that i never felt. memories are replaying just like memories diarrhea. what medicine could i take for this disease?

remember how we met? and when is the first time i paid for you? me inviting you out? holding hands? our first kiss? waking each other up? having dinner? fetching you home? movies? rushing presentation? shifting? i couldn't feel much better seeing you laugh.

i might have done it the wrong way. maybe i was wrong. but you dropped me a death sentence for just one mistake.

if time could heal everything back to normal, if time could reduce the feeling, but i guess it won't. photos we took? i couldn't stop looking at them and people said smile because it happened, but i actually smiled with tears in my eyes involuntarily.

whenever the end is, do you think you can see it? until you get there, go on, go ahead. i'l wait.

25th june

12am, i was in ktm and its at kl sentral. ktm departed from midvalley at 11 and after 1 hour, i'm still at kl sentral. it stopped there like 1 hour? ktm you PHAIL la boi. o0o. reached home about 1am.

prepared for work at about 7am. left house at 730. reached ktm at 750 knowing that there is a cancellation of train at 740 thus ktm is like full of humans =___= 8am train was late by 10 minutes and the train smells like salted fish, god knows these civilized pigs bathed or not. and the best part, the train was stationary for 30 minutes WTF? damn i feel like burning the captain alive. yah, great news, i was late for work. for the FIRST time. zzz work work work.

i never did any mistake. yes i'm damn sure. but the feeling of being accused when you are already not in a good mood, what is this? hey, it's definitely not me kays. thanks to the problem, i only get to go back 1 hour after my original going back time of 6pm.

slept in the train. i didn't know whether did it stop like previously as i was asleep. guess what, i was that tired due to nights of not sleeping well and i was THAT well asleep that i overshot sungai buloh and i took another train to get back to sungai buloh =___=

anyway, as the title is made this date, git ying, happy birthday! i'm sure you enjoyed though.

monkeymagic rawrrr!

down to earth.

what's worth living for?

i am not only tired of work but also life. i had bad and obviously, as dumb as i could get, i thought it would get better but for what i know, nothing is better. it only gets worse. issues everyday at work. results are disappointing. where are you when i need you?

if i could leave all these.

i would proceed.

leaving everything behind and be selfish for once and for all.

i just have no motivation anymore.

i want to tell you. always have, always will.

end my post with =(.

i ♥ you.

I love you, say we're together, you and me.

I can only give my life and show you all I am in the breath I breathe, I will promise you my heart and give you all you need if it takes some time and if you tell me you don't need me anymore, that our love won't last forever, I will ask you for a chance to try again to make our love a little better.

I love you, say we're together, say we're together.
I need you, I need you forever, you and me.

You say you hardly know exactly who I am, so hard to understand. But I knew right from the start, the way I felt inside, if you read my mind and if you tell you don't need me anymore, that our love won't last forever, no, I will ask you for a chance to try again to make our love a little better.

itwywf

i am not a superman.

i have feelings.

if this is what you want.

i am speechless.

i can feel my stomach being corroded by gastric juice.

headache due to sleepless nights.

waiting and still waiting.

is this what you wish for?

witaa?

i'm being bothered by something. it's lingering in my head and it just can't go off. this feeling is not good =( thanks to a video that i watched. and now i feel bad? guilty? haihhh i could be happy few minutes ago but after that happy moment, i am really down. how come mood can change that fast? i want to tell my feeling out, but i just don't know how to put them in words. keeping something within yourself doesn't feel good. appreciate things when you have the chance and not regret when you lose it.

is it worth to stick to your principles and be stubborn? will anyone understand you? or they are just trying to read you rather than understanding you? read me first to understand me and when you understand me, you don't even need to read me. huh?

i'll be start working on the 21st which is this coming monday. o_O it's like, only 2 more days? omfg. my brain says work, but my heart says play.

i want to play more badminton! i went for badminton yesterday but i want more!! damn i like badminton. maybe because i feel i'm improving?

roflmao.

i want to be the reason you smile.

if you can't get someone out of your head, maybe they are supposed to be there.


anyone can make you smile, many can make you cry but it takes someone really special to make you smile with tears in your eyes.


you know you're in love when the hardest thing to say is goodbye.


some say you only fall in love once but every time i hear your voice, i fall in love all over again.


sometimes i wonder if life is really worth it, then i look at your smile and i know it is.


i'm jealous of every person that has ever hugged you, because for one moment, they had my whole world in their arms.


one day i caught myself smiling for no reason, and then i realized i was thinking about you.


i was matching each star to a thing i love about you. it was fun, till i ran out of stars.


trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never knew.


loving you is like breathing, how can i stop? once i dropped a tear into the ocean, the day i find it is the day i'll stop loving you.


meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you was beyond my control.


you'll never understand how much i love you, and i'll never understand why.

idwtwteiigtts

what's happening? bad news and bad things happening in the early of june. most recent one i really don't know how to deal with it. i felt kinda helpless. it was shocking though. i'm really sorry to hear that. i hope you're doing fine.

at 1 point of life, will you feel that nothing is meaningful? everything is dull? for a moment i felt that and i started to appreciate things more than ever and 1 thing i would definitely treasure is my gf. i ♥ you.

world cup has began and south africa vs mexico match was just so so. argentina go go.

1 of my high school teacher just passed away and i felt so strange of this. this feeling is hard to describe. probably the way she died was kinda tragic and unexpected? anyway, rip.

ohya i went for job hunting today in midv. went into shops like nike and tough jeansmith but i still think the pay in robinsons is relatively higher. not to mention, i did not fill in any application form because i worked at the same company last year before uwe and now i just contacted my former supervisor which now is the floor manager o_O he said it's no problem going back there to work. good news. i could start working as soon as this coming week?

after a while, you learn the difference between holding a hand, and falling in love. you'll learn kisses don't always mean something. promises can be broken just as easily as they were made, and as hard as it is to believe, sometimes goodbyes are forever.

monkeymagic

wiiidk

haizzzz
that says it all? what is important anymore? your feelings are just dead. negative. don't bother. why and who matters? i got no idea. what i feel is no longer felt. i'm immune? numb? i bear every way you treated me. is not good enough? that's the best i could do. i'm sorry for my imperfections.

being happy doesn't mean everything is perfect. it's just that you decided to look beyond imperfections. i've been trying to work that out but i failed. yea i failed. happy or not i'm still myself? no i'm not.

would you be there when i need you? idk. would i be there when you need me? i hope so. can't you see all that i've done?

it's normal? no it's not. i'm fading. i see myself as a different person.

fish.

!@#@#%#5

everything has a limit DAMN IT!!!

nraily

woahh whole body is weak now and yet i'm still here to blog. i'm so hardworking ^^

new record = exactly 48 hours without sleeping O_O

early morning was real tired yet i went for badminton. the message made me smile broadly. care was there =) i hope this is the last time we're going through this. are we half the journey? what can stop us? faith is what i have! rawrrr

what is worth living and dying for? happiness? love? whatever it is, i want to go through my life without any coma or full stop =)

i wish i could be the one. the one who won't care at all. but being the one on the stand, i know the way to go, no one's guiding me. when time soaked with blood turns it back, i know it's hard to fall. confided in me was your heart. i know it's hurting you, but it's killing me.

yours truly, monkeymagic.

1dih

bittersweet as in sugar in bitterness or bitterness in sugar? whatever it is, it doesn't really matter anymore.

went out today with chenpeng, gitying and edwyn for lunch, movie and pasar malam. at least it helped me spending my time rather than rotting at home? we watched marmaduke and yah, i assumed a lot will be like hah? what movie is that? indon? tamil? it's actually an english comedy movie whereby dogs in the movie can talk? not like those woof woof but in human language? meow. nah i'm not gonna talk on pasar malam cause it rained most of the time. stupid.

glass half empty or half full? oh sorry i couldn't differentiate it for you damn.

why people only hope for the best but not for the worst? hope for the worst for things will come better and you will be satisfied learn something biatch. i guess it's true that people will only appreciate when they lose it and then they start complaining. what the eff? grow up kid. you do not appreciate and complained when actually you are way ahead of others as in they don't even owned what you got? can you fucking appreciate what's right in front of you.

i want to buy something, give me something to buy!

what is right is right because god commands it. what are right are what god commands. god commands what is right because it is right. get a life.

can you fucking look at the fucking mirror before you fucking comment on others because you ain't any fucking fuck better.

fyl.

ihni

time to update on my blog.

i'm back from langkawi and yes, i had a lot of fun with fun peoples. sadly i do not know whether i will still be in the same group with you all next year. in fact, it might be the last trip with them that will be flying off to uk? i appreciate every moment spent with you pips and i'm always looking forward for another trip with you guys. =) let's do this all over again yaw!

at times, i really feel that i'm hanging by a thread and could let go, giving up. it is really a tough time going through some ridiculous moments making it out of nothing. words are thrown without further thinking and they are hard to be taken back. whatever you say hurts me and i still clearly remember. when will i get to forget? idk. what's making me hold back from giving up? probably the reason why i had held on for so long and tight all this while.

i know i am not you, you are not me, for you will always be you and i will always be me. tolerance is much needed. thoughts have to be shared. problems are meant to be solved. as simple as abc is what i could say but doing it is more of a challenge.

life is a road i want to keep going. love is a river i want to keep flowing.
ain't perfect without you. rawrrr

a

hmm i used to think that holiday is so fun, had been waiting for it to come so badly before this, especially before finals. but now when i got it already, i felt so bored even though it's just less than 1 week of my holiday? =( tell me what to do! bored bored bored!!

countdown to langkawi = 4 days. woot!

oh yea my hair is short! and i barely recognize myself after the cut. it's like, so different? so much younger? neh. look more like a kid. =___=

ate kfc 4 times in less than 1 month is a new record. thanks to ahem ahem =)

my white slippers are turning black =(

my stomach is having a problem which i do not know what the problem is? but all i know is it is getting worse? = =

the gf asked me what i'm gonna do after i write this post? before this i don't know but now i know =) i'm gonna play my long time abandoned playstation =p

time to play rawrrr! ciaooooo

ltsilp

yaw long time since i last posted. and yeah here i am again after getting a new laptop and having the feel of blogging gg.

finals down! what else to war against? ahhh i want to relax for the time being before i start searching for jobsss =)

i'm really looking forward for langkawi trip! i guess it will be nice? *drools

finally going to cut my 'long' hair later after i wake. i want it short. short. short! lol

how come add maths is so strange to me now? i thought the knowledge we learnt is supposed to remain within us? but why i don't remember?!

so long since you've been missing, so good to see you again. let's take this time, let's make new memories. do you remember? *random ngek ngek.

okay time to sleep good night lovey-dovey. lalala~

wytii

hey c'mon i don't choose to be like this kays. if i were given a choice i wouldn't want this.

all i want you to do is understand me. think about everything you said to me as if i were to say that words to you. at times your words stabbed my heart real deep.

mental breakdown is soon gonna happen 1 day and i believe i will lose out in fighting. what's worth for it?

perhaps i should hide somewhere isolated and just kill myself.

emo

thinking a lot about random stuffs and got myself being emo?fml.

at times i really want to share my feelings, need someone to help easing the burden i'm carrying. it's really heavy and i don't know how long will i get to hold on anymore.

i love to have piercings but now it's infected and it hurts when i sleep it's really annoying.

i've been trying to adapt but everytime you come out with a new problem.

i just feel like writing everything here but i couldn't do it. emoness will kill me one day.

finals are down to 2 more papers but i am not in the mood to study for them haihs

i would love to jump to after-exam and have trips with my friends. some are leaving for UK, some i'll still be seeing them in lecture but being in different group? i admit you guys are one of the best bunch of friends i ever had. i hope trips are continuously but money is a factor. memories will be buried within. appreciation to you all is what i'm thinking. getting to know some of you really makes me never had any regret. being friends is what i'm proud of, thank you is what i would say and friends forever is my final words.

ending my post with emoness sighh

iinlimc

not feeling well is the description. i hate getting sick. especially when it's like 1 or 2 days before my finals? oh em gee!

at times i really got real fed up and maybe i just should not bother anymore. what will be the ending? it's everytime the same.

treat me like how you want me to treat you? do not ignore me if you do not want me to ignore you. do not talk behind my back if you do not want me talking about without you knowing. if you want me to follow your words then do follow mine as well.

i am not as tough as you see.

i want to study but there's just too many things happening around that made me could not concentrate. let's just hope things would get better.

sleepless night, unproductive day.

iaswt

ahhh it's a happy day~ i'm so tired and tomorrow got to wake up early to start my revision i am gonna force myself to study no matter what tomorrow as finals is in 6 days oh em gee!!

donkey?queen?neh it's more to ham and luncheon meat xD hmm yeah i believe in forever =)

played badminton with the suriamas gang. sorry for the late arrival though hehe i didn't know the gf was that good haha omg i under estimated her lol

bathe and wanted to head to ac as she wanted to eat satay. moments later, she randomly said wanna go ss2 night market as it was monday night so there we go~ fooooodssss and drinkssss~ eat eat and eat!

oh btw i just reached home from the gf's house and i'm so tired so i shall end it here good night!

cysutw

woke up out of nowhere having the feel of blogging?neh probably just writing few out of sense words = =

i just want you to stop using the word please. yah that much that i do not want you to use it.

chelsea won!woohoo

yet to start studying =( just don't have the mood. i know people are studying like crazies now but me? i have no idea why am i still relaxing and could even have the time to stone? i am worried but just couldn't start my revision.

countdown to finals : 7 days = 1 week = die.

guess you are asleep now since there isn't any reply from you so, good night and sleep tight =)

good night world as imma continue my sleep!

ijdhtm

gdp portfolio done. ip man 2 and iron man 2 watched.
mission accomplished? rawrrr

i do not like it when i'm not happy and you just leave me alone thinking that i will be happy again. you're just wrong.

went to sinkiat's house last night but did not join them for poker thus did not lose rm20 =) stomach was not comfortable whole night =( he offered me to overnight there thanks mate but i missed my home lol

wanted to start revision today but i don't even have the mood to eat my lunch haih i am so gonna fail this finals =(

chelsea ftw tomorrow!

ikyavt

karhoe's call woke me up. bathe and left for the advanced celebration of sinkiat's birthday in kim gary. i hope he's happy with the present lol he gave a funny expression when he saw whats the present though ahaha

someone finally realize that i'm a good boy xD we are 1 step deeper now =)

tomorrow i will be watching ip man but oh em gee i haven't start my mob coursework assignment that is gonna due on friday!! so potong steam! = =

countdown : 12 days to finals.

waina

what am i doing awake so early?! or perhaps i shall say why am i not asleep so late? hmm whichever it is =)

i don't like the process but the ending was somehow satisfactory.
i just couldn't be angry? i feel like i'm being sandwiched by both side? i really hate the feeling.
ate a happy burger and it made me smiled again =)

you made me not happy but every time you're the one that made me happy again, maybe this could only be answerable by the word love.

irdk

is everything really worth it?

am i really important to you?

i could not answer myself anymore

super emo now fml yes eff my life

fma

outing almost the whole day yesterday, got back home and slept. woahhh. ohyeah it,s already 4 months plus now =) and still counting~

toilet bowl is so annoying with the 'vegetables' = = bought 2 bottles of mosaic cleaner learning that it was not really helpful. ishh

ice kacang is a touching yet a complicated love movie where A love B but B love C n D love B and C love A. errr something like that? xD but someone said okok only lol my next movies will be ip man 2 and iron man 2! can't stop waiting woohoo

hmm reminding myself that finals is in 16 days more OH NOOOOO when am i going to start my revision?!

rawrrrr!

hewbf

finally done with my gdp portfolio weeee

hmm i am officially awake for about 39 hours now =)

today is not perfect but tolerance is important.

you showed me that you actually cared and worried about me, it's really sweeeeet.

okie i shall make today's update simple

good night world!

iash

yipee yipee ya ya. does that pictures it all?

some words once they are said, they just make me smile non-stop. ohyea i'm still smiling now. =) thanks to you. you know who you are =p

tea was bitter but drinking it was sweet. for it is made by you. touching i would say? troubling me is not a problem, i could even feel happy, at least i know i am part of your life =)

hmm woke up today realizing that i have sore throat, i'm coughing like a mad cow now, it's not good. however, your care dwarfs my pain =)

a happy ending for a happy me in a happy night weee~

ianrs

i love burgers they are niceeee to be swallowed into my intestine. satay is not bad either.

please don't stop showing it to me for i wouldn't know. you couldn't do it better than me then better shut up.

i want to finish my gdp asap but just not in the mood to do WHY?!

ohya i want badminton = =

nts

i went to klcc today to go to the pc fair and well, at first, i thought the first hall i went was the last oh okay yah i know we called that noob but well, this is the first time i've been to pc fair so don't blame me alright. i walked past the hall and omg, i have to like walk another 5 halls? it's tiring!

ohyea i met few of my friends there as well but place was crowded so didn't really say hi to them hmm. i still hate travelling by public transport! ktm and lrt are BAD next time i shall drive rather than following public transport =)

walking alone is nice. especially when you are not in good mood.

shouldn't i be worry about my gdp?! oh yes i need to pass up the gdp by thursday and i still got a lot to finish oh nooo =(

dnntk

i know what is more important for me and i hope you know as well.

some words are not meant to be said. saying it, if you think it will just linger in my head for just a while, you are wrong.

i love steamboat, at times. i like to drive but it's conditional? i have no idea why am i so random? lolipop.

ww

tiring~ lets start of with yesterday. we had 4 hours break and in the end we decided to go to klang to eat bak kut teh. it tastes okayy. but speeding is not good. therefore on the way back, we decided to go 80km/h lol it was fun driving slow though =)

slept early last night to wake early today yaw. woke at 5am, reached taylors main campus at 630am! ftw lar i ate mcd and left for uni as usual. had lectures and then discussed about the langkawi trip. watched 'when in rome' i rate the movie 6/10. makan and back.

finals is comingg~ should i be worry?

arhhh i do not like you! can you stop being such a spoiler?!

us

nasi lemak is getting more spicy ahhhh

arh teacher is emo today is she having period or premenopause? oops

lunch at uncle seng, his mee are niceeee unlike foods in recezz oh sry I don't mean to criticize taylors *winks

ps ; no matter what you're still the one I love the most.
end my post here with love nite yaw

ngeh

colour of hair is fading, not a good news = =

went to uni but lecture had been switched? waited for lift to arrive but lecturer does not let me and my friends to enter the class double eu tee eff?

i need more sleeeeeeep yes i'm looking like a panda walking on the street ?_?

plans are planned oh yes my group is planning lots of trips after the finals i couldn't wait ~

hmm

i do not raise up to speak doesn't mean that i am fine with it.

1st blog is an emo blog fml?

will be trying to write better rawrrr.