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hmm i used to think that holiday is so fun, had been waiting for it to come so badly before this, especially before finals. but now when i got it already, i felt so bored even though it's just less than 1 week of my holiday? =( tell me what to do! bored bored bored!!

countdown to langkawi = 4 days. woot!

oh yea my hair is short! and i barely recognize myself after the cut. it's like, so different? so much younger? neh. look more like a kid. =___=

ate kfc 4 times in less than 1 month is a new record. thanks to ahem ahem =)

my white slippers are turning black =(

my stomach is having a problem which i do not know what the problem is? but all i know is it is getting worse? = =

the gf asked me what i'm gonna do after i write this post? before this i don't know but now i know =) i'm gonna play my long time abandoned playstation =p

time to play rawrrr! ciaooooo

ltsilp

yaw long time since i last posted. and yeah here i am again after getting a new laptop and having the feel of blogging gg.

finals down! what else to war against? ahhh i want to relax for the time being before i start searching for jobsss =)

i'm really looking forward for langkawi trip! i guess it will be nice? *drools

finally going to cut my 'long' hair later after i wake. i want it short. short. short! lol

how come add maths is so strange to me now? i thought the knowledge we learnt is supposed to remain within us? but why i don't remember?!

so long since you've been missing, so good to see you again. let's take this time, let's make new memories. do you remember? *random ngek ngek.

okay time to sleep good night lovey-dovey. lalala~

wytii

hey c'mon i don't choose to be like this kays. if i were given a choice i wouldn't want this.

all i want you to do is understand me. think about everything you said to me as if i were to say that words to you. at times your words stabbed my heart real deep.

mental breakdown is soon gonna happen 1 day and i believe i will lose out in fighting. what's worth for it?

perhaps i should hide somewhere isolated and just kill myself.

emo

thinking a lot about random stuffs and got myself being emo?fml.

at times i really want to share my feelings, need someone to help easing the burden i'm carrying. it's really heavy and i don't know how long will i get to hold on anymore.

i love to have piercings but now it's infected and it hurts when i sleep it's really annoying.

i've been trying to adapt but everytime you come out with a new problem.

i just feel like writing everything here but i couldn't do it. emoness will kill me one day.

finals are down to 2 more papers but i am not in the mood to study for them haihs

i would love to jump to after-exam and have trips with my friends. some are leaving for UK, some i'll still be seeing them in lecture but being in different group? i admit you guys are one of the best bunch of friends i ever had. i hope trips are continuously but money is a factor. memories will be buried within. appreciation to you all is what i'm thinking. getting to know some of you really makes me never had any regret. being friends is what i'm proud of, thank you is what i would say and friends forever is my final words.

ending my post with emoness sighh

iinlimc

not feeling well is the description. i hate getting sick. especially when it's like 1 or 2 days before my finals? oh em gee!

at times i really got real fed up and maybe i just should not bother anymore. what will be the ending? it's everytime the same.

treat me like how you want me to treat you? do not ignore me if you do not want me to ignore you. do not talk behind my back if you do not want me talking about without you knowing. if you want me to follow your words then do follow mine as well.

i am not as tough as you see.

i want to study but there's just too many things happening around that made me could not concentrate. let's just hope things would get better.

sleepless night, unproductive day.

iaswt

ahhh it's a happy day~ i'm so tired and tomorrow got to wake up early to start my revision i am gonna force myself to study no matter what tomorrow as finals is in 6 days oh em gee!!

donkey?queen?neh it's more to ham and luncheon meat xD hmm yeah i believe in forever =)

played badminton with the suriamas gang. sorry for the late arrival though hehe i didn't know the gf was that good haha omg i under estimated her lol

bathe and wanted to head to ac as she wanted to eat satay. moments later, she randomly said wanna go ss2 night market as it was monday night so there we go~ fooooodssss and drinkssss~ eat eat and eat!

oh btw i just reached home from the gf's house and i'm so tired so i shall end it here good night!

cysutw

woke up out of nowhere having the feel of blogging?neh probably just writing few out of sense words = =

i just want you to stop using the word please. yah that much that i do not want you to use it.

chelsea won!woohoo

yet to start studying =( just don't have the mood. i know people are studying like crazies now but me? i have no idea why am i still relaxing and could even have the time to stone? i am worried but just couldn't start my revision.

countdown to finals : 7 days = 1 week = die.

guess you are asleep now since there isn't any reply from you so, good night and sleep tight =)

good night world as imma continue my sleep!

ijdhtm

gdp portfolio done. ip man 2 and iron man 2 watched.
mission accomplished? rawrrr

i do not like it when i'm not happy and you just leave me alone thinking that i will be happy again. you're just wrong.

went to sinkiat's house last night but did not join them for poker thus did not lose rm20 =) stomach was not comfortable whole night =( he offered me to overnight there thanks mate but i missed my home lol

wanted to start revision today but i don't even have the mood to eat my lunch haih i am so gonna fail this finals =(

chelsea ftw tomorrow!