Wednesday, July 28, 2010

lalala

i guess it had been quite some time since i last updated so here i am after 1 tiring day. yeah. i will be working later after 3 days of off days. fun! futsal twice, movies,a levels gathering and so. i guess steamboat and genting coming up soon. rawrrr

ohhhhhh my gosh i'm so in love, i found you finally, you make me want to say~

i didn't know you were such a biatch, FYL.

which is the priority? i'm thinking twice, thrice? hmmm.

i want a tattoo.

happy, that's what you think.

hey, stop asking me what happen. i couldn't answer, f y. it's a freaking awkward to ask me.

i consider myself lucky to have good friends around me. cheers

you don't believe in forever? fyl.

Friday, July 16, 2010

bbb

what is L-O-V-E?

if having feeling couldn't be together?

then nothing is wrong by being together without feeling.

iwntittm.

Thursday, July 8, 2010

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some things are meant to stay in your memories? trying to forget someone you love is harder than trying to remember someone you never knew.

trying to avoid thinking is a fail. trying to forget is suffering. not trying is killing me inside.

i wish . ..... ..... .. .... ... ....... ... ....
i made many wishes but i just hope this one wish would come true.

sometimes people just cared a little too much, i called it love.

someone told me smile because it happened. i'm hoping for perfections perfected.

past, present or future?

whatever you thought. if you said so.

there will be a point in your life where you realize who matters, who never did, who won't anymore and who always will.

my mind tells me to give up, but my heart says no. i decided to trust my heart.

it's not the kind of place, but i'm thinking of you. always have, always will.

Sunday, July 4, 2010

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i was chased by a restless shadow. what i do not want to see had happened. in a way that i wouldn't forget for the rest of my life? exaggeration? that's what you think. this feeling is really strange. you gave me a feeling that i never felt. memories are replaying just like memories diarrhea. what medicine could i take for this disease?

remember how we met? and when is the first time i paid for you? me inviting you out? holding hands? our first kiss? waking each other up? having dinner? fetching you home? movies? rushing presentation? shifting? i couldn't feel much better seeing you laugh.

i might have done it the wrong way. maybe i was wrong. but you dropped me a death sentence for just one mistake.

if time could heal everything back to normal, if time could reduce the feeling, but i guess it won't. photos we took? i couldn't stop looking at them and people said smile because it happened, but i actually smiled with tears in my eyes involuntarily.

whenever the end is, do you think you can see it? until you get there, go on, go ahead. i'l wait.