Sunday, July 4, 2010

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i was chased by a restless shadow. what i do not want to see had happened. in a way that i wouldn't forget for the rest of my life? exaggeration? that's what you think. this feeling is really strange. you gave me a feeling that i never felt. memories are replaying just like memories diarrhea. what medicine could i take for this disease?

remember how we met? and when is the first time i paid for you? me inviting you out? holding hands? our first kiss? waking each other up? having dinner? fetching you home? movies? rushing presentation? shifting? i couldn't feel much better seeing you laugh.

i might have done it the wrong way. maybe i was wrong. but you dropped me a death sentence for just one mistake.

if time could heal everything back to normal, if time could reduce the feeling, but i guess it won't. photos we took? i couldn't stop looking at them and people said smile because it happened, but i actually smiled with tears in my eyes involuntarily.

whenever the end is, do you think you can see it? until you get there, go on, go ahead. i'l wait.

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