idk what am i doing here cause i should be sleeping by now? i worked from 9am to 10pm for 4 days already and i have to like wake at 640 later? i'm really tired.

it's gonna be an emo post. my not so close friend just passed away in an accident. sighh i can't believe when i hear this news. at 1 moment, i really hope this was a prank but it's so not cause the funeral has been going on. i don't even have a chance to like, last speak to him? i just don't know how to describe this feeling. he had been a good friend to me. in fact, he's a really nice person. rip. :(

i worked and i gained a lot of experiences including seeing someone's personality. no matter how good u are, how much u helped others, some just don't see what have u done. why are u so selfish?

and i don't like the feeling of being sandwiched! men's and ladies' department's managers were like cats and dogs. well, fine, go ahead if u don't like each other but please don't bring me in your argument. sighh

i met this uncle in his 50s in train and so coincidently, we both stayed in the same area so we chatted a bit and this is where i suddenly felt guilty? or whatever this feeling is. simplified, here goes, he asked me where am i studying and i replied taylors. he told me very good, his daughter studied in tarc and didn't graduate. i don't need to say anything more, i'm speechless. i saw him work at robinsons and his job isn't easy. he did so much to support his daughter to see her graduate but this is how he got disappointed by her? but i'm literally amazed that he can accept it, minus the fact that his facial expression at that moment was priceless.

i need to hibernate.
good night world.
monkeymagic.