life

Life is in many ways like a race. Supporters, competitors, sponsorship, motives, pre-planning, falling, time, winning, losing, finishing. Surrounding us we have spectators supporting, and likewise, participants competing. But at the end of day, it's our race.And how we run it will be what we receive at the end.

just don't feel like doing anything for a while. stumbled across my blog, felt like updating and here i am.

things are happening everyday, new experiences increasing with time. too many stories to fit into one miserable blog. u have to proceed to stories of my life if u want to know.

yes or no is just a choice. they're both painful if i answer. so what's the point of telling? u can interpret it your way, i just don't feel like bothering for a moment.

business law is effing !@$@#@#$ boring! sue, sue, sue and rights, rights AND rights. double eu tee eff?

how pathetic when u feel sleepy, then u go lie on your lovely comforting bed, thinking that u can sway into dreams, BUT, u start thinking of so many stuffs? i can think of stuffs for hours, yea hours. is this what we call insomnia?

i think u have just wasted 5 minutes of your life by reading this little thoughts of mine, crap.

ok it has been some time since i last updated. im recently busy with, idk what?

started uni life again on tuesday and im a bit scared? the modules seems hard o_O after my first lecture, me and suriamas gang went to celebrity fitness and signed up for the 2 weeks trial then we did some workout and i got so exhausted, muscles ache. i guess the best thing i ever done is going to a club at night on the first day of uni, yes i went clubbing with a sean, sinkiat, nic and bryan after my workout lol.

and on thursday i watched charlie st cloud. it's a good movie! at least for me it is. i don't know how to describe the movie. it's not really touching, but it is just nice in a way :)

yesterday i went for workout again and then futsal at night. then yamcha and had a good chit chat session with yeejin, sinkiat and edwyn till something spoils my mood sighh went back to bathe and then chatted with donkey and i think it helps? thanks donkey! ps im not lou tou stop saying me that :p

slept at 7am and woke about 330pm then ate and online then continued sleeping? hahaha can't blame me cause im preparing for later! im going to be a volunteer at an event called nike city 10k marathon :) *excited* im gonna get some allowance and a nike crew tee! woohoo the event will be held from 4am to 11am and i need to be there by 12am and then doing some knowing people session xD

till then, i shall update again soon.
monkeymagic.

only time has the rights to erase any of those bittersweet memories.

u can only keep creating and creating,

making it better, make it best.

ctrl+z may not be available in life,

u can't go back to mend the mistake u made,

but u can always bear the mistake in your mind,

and set a reminder not to repeat the same one again.

no one can start a new beginning,

but anyone can make a new ending.

anything that is worth having,

is sure enough worth fighting for,

quiting out of question,

when it gets tough,

tough gets going,

gotta fight more.

have you, ever, tried, working 1 week, everyday, from 9am to 10pm ? 9am to 10pm is like, 13 hours? 13 x 7 = 91 hours spent working in a week o_O not to mention, i haven't calculate the time i took to travel and prepare for work and getting home. i only sleep like 5 hours everyday fyi.

well, today there was this group of customers, mum and 2 daughters, a rather rich one. they are heading to london as i heard their conversation so yeah, they came in and bought 6 pieces of dresses and blouses. promoters brought them to my cashier till and then the mum wanted a free belt!! she insisted on having it and what u think i am? the ceo? obviously i can't simply give u free zzz then she started bullshitting that the belt she can get from bangkok for only rm10 like i care? i said cannot and the funny part is whenever i say cannot, she will say CAN. lol reminds me of small kids so stubborn. bodoh. :)

i want to go broga hills :(

what goes around comes around, i believe!

time to sleep! good night ~
monkeymagic

idk what am i doing here cause i should be sleeping by now? i worked from 9am to 10pm for 4 days already and i have to like wake at 640 later? i'm really tired.

it's gonna be an emo post. my not so close friend just passed away in an accident. sighh i can't believe when i hear this news. at 1 moment, i really hope this was a prank but it's so not cause the funeral has been going on. i don't even have a chance to like, last speak to him? i just don't know how to describe this feeling. he had been a good friend to me. in fact, he's a really nice person. rip. :(

i worked and i gained a lot of experiences including seeing someone's personality. no matter how good u are, how much u helped others, some just don't see what have u done. why are u so selfish?

and i don't like the feeling of being sandwiched! men's and ladies' department's managers were like cats and dogs. well, fine, go ahead if u don't like each other but please don't bring me in your argument. sighh

i met this uncle in his 50s in train and so coincidently, we both stayed in the same area so we chatted a bit and this is where i suddenly felt guilty? or whatever this feeling is. simplified, here goes, he asked me where am i studying and i replied taylors. he told me very good, his daughter studied in tarc and didn't graduate. i don't need to say anything more, i'm speechless. i saw him work at robinsons and his job isn't easy. he did so much to support his daughter to see her graduate but this is how he got disappointed by her? but i'm literally amazed that he can accept it, minus the fact that his facial expression at that moment was priceless.

i need to hibernate.
good night world.
monkeymagic.